Saturday, October 9, 2010

The biggest pain sansaydım

He smiles, have stretched out the surgeon's note to readers. Return to your mother, "How old are you?" That you learned about the patient, "Cancer yakışmamış you," he says. "Cancer is worthy of whom" can not say.
GÜLSEN FEROĞLU WROTE

Each "yes" in the back of the predicament of a suspicious or reflecting perhaps a "no" on the evening of the days was inserted at work, at school, returning home, weary of a car full of people who pass on the street knows Which time the same.

Who knows, Which once, the car radio will fill a beautiful sound, depending on the season sitting in the back seat "instead of sucker puts insanı.Babası trained doğalmış, the weight of 8 million. Good at Mexican bean bu.Meşhur Peynirci'de, Çağdaş'ta £ 1.79 per kilo .... "The words of a song down and unexpected," Let me gaze into my işvene victim "in between the seats dolandıracaktır.

Such love and, love for someone who lived in the shed in this country met such words, what a shame that song cause to sigh, is a type of flash memory you've had the time to take my tongue, take the first day you hear.

Children's father drank beer in returnable bottles used as a piggy bank is a kind of mind of those days remaining, covered with white lace is being accompanied by the songs played on the radio, whether an oath on the TL sells grocery yıllanmışlığı Cheap Rod, Buzbağı bottle of wine, tea, water, a cup is where the raki was drunk .

Please note that although I used to drink ciz the vehicle's glass, "medicine, medicine" is a hit, two tiny yellow drip yağdığını understand blown rain fall, kızılyapraklar, street lamps, car headlights shining, bright splash of color the asphalt, you çıkarırdı long journeys, even without taking yourself with you .

Now the surgeon will know "does not appear in the tip of light are in a tunnel. (It's good that there is a tunnel end of the light does not appear in any case the example shown) to be breasts. Immediately chemotherapy (CT) "in the cause of doctor offices rahatlıklarının kavratan cancer patients experiencing" This anti depresana; Cipralex'e started right away, "he said, standing, thinking the light will look quickly at what stage his" Prof.. ... .. Left breast ca. The largest is 35 mm. Probably metastatic. Primary chemotherapy before mastectomy, is very useful, how about "tutuşturuvermiştir note in your hand, or at work, what would be guided by the oncologist enigma ağrıttığından your head, just in front of you didn't just do not work in that song, has created a huge pile.

Just dive into the world of medicine, the Hippocratic oath yığınınızla huge unexpected, "Money, money, money" remains amenna ispatlamakla ous victory of Napoleon Andina. On top of hundreds of skewness, almost lost among çapsızlık live in the country itself, stress, sadness source değilmişçesine, every disease, everything from "stress" due to binding kolaycılığı, hundreds of early teşhisle iyileşebilecek araştırmadıklarından disease, despite years of aşındırmalarına göğüslerindeki tumor doors again recognized the women themselves , doctors determined the abundance of your yarınınızı added, so some doctors or something even beyond that hissetmeyeceksinizdir need.

I already have the replacement in the Republic of Turkey every child under the age of seven fresh dimağına, a large embroidered yeisle "Time and 9 at five past, Atam Dolmabahce palace, ... ...., ... .., Doctor, doctor kalksana, Lamps yaksana ... ... ... "poem, that there is no need why the lamps burn day and push it aside, land-saving" Assign "go hand uyuyabilen, Is the image of the doctor take care not look, you know the hills of Nevada board of the first doctor in charge Castle Coluver wild west quick on the draw of the rancer" Tommiks "in al Konyakçı Is it torture or justify Salasso'nun beceriksizliğinden Doppio'nun kankası doctor, cancer patients, prisoners, laughs, Erollar, Samet also "stay inside" with health care, forensic reports made available on the injustices regulating, generals arrested in coup attempt, the appropriate pattern of diseases is for professors Does the existence of the doctors who invented a kind of doctors güvenememişsinizdir.

Or sponsor of the drug company, hospital, laboratory diet that can make money on behalf of the first cholesterol, blood pressure, diabetes medicines, including any disease, cold eyes of a simple antibiotics, Augmentin, Amoklavin, each comes in front of Lustral, ... .., Xanax, by typing in a drug-dependent society, creating hundreds of irrelevant and expensive analysis; ...., 's films, ...., tomography, ...., who want to make unnecessary surgical operations, three of the Republic of privileged profession "Medical School, Civil, War," erbabından one of the doctors, the life of money, the inspection , Is home bias to perceive the triangle, you, cools them.

Or, if the state, university hospitals, outpatient clinics in and out of the queue stretched up from there until illness diagnosis settles, there sürünmektense, both state and private sectors can work to stop by a doctor 3, 4-digit same hospital doors, greeted the next day after paying the money in an order, operative If you need to "adjust the hospital, I also get hand emeğimi with" country specific "knife money" away, but 1% of taxation on earnings Is it you, away from the doctors.

Indeed, no matter what the profession of information, rotting elbow, will be a money, should be too. But unfortunately the job is no longer getting value out of labor, greed, each professional group, çeteleşmeye losses, of human rights violations, disrespect becomes permissible in this country made to the "3 billion premium to get the head saying many innocent people were killed in PKK. Among them there were shepherds in the mountains "or those to confession or something like that in the itmemiştir terrified.

If you take money per corpse in the headlines and moved "The whole state been able to allow these atrocities to. Where is humanity had "given the reactions; marangozculuk, tailoring, military service, military service, all professions, including journalism code of ethics, gözetlenerek international norms, domestic edildiğindendir obligation to carry out his job properly.

Monarchy, the king of the patients in hospitals who do not delight in it sorumasından question, the queen of physicians, prince, princess of the current one hundred times the salaries of nurses is removed in the television "doctor" programs cut by one angel, Dr.House mode Prohibition of doctors likely to encounter; occupations hundred thousand to zero arbitrarily exercised when .

Never a day you do not sit in the face of these feelings with your mother's room you enter oncologist. Now, experiencing zero point, "Can I die a doctor with" start word. He smiles, have stretched out the surgeon's note to readers. Return to your mother, "How old are you?" That you learned about the patient, "Cancer yakışmamış you," he says. "Cancer is worthy of whom" can not say.

Continues, "Luckily. You'd have been sitting on your chest in front of me. I dayardım chemotherapy. Before neoadjuvant chemotherapy to try. Thus, the drugs did not come good we'll see. In 21 days you will receive a CDB. According to shrink the tumor before surgery, 3, 4 cycles. Then the 6 cycles people. KT 1000 in Istanbul, a cure Avro.Ben 500 million for a cure ... .... "

One of every 8 women in breast cancer oncologist derelict, empty of money somewhere, they are breasts, and even the guinea pigs to use them without getting bored so easy even your lips almost uçuklatacaktır description. Do not stop yelling at the push of a bass; diseases, source of sadness, I stay away from stress. Üzülmüyor that no one has willingly. Worrying about where to find the money needed for the treatment of illness "stress" has also increased to seventy-enter. We killed the bill issued at the beginning, has not been umuru.

Tahlillerini any doctor's blood, biopsies pushed aside to say, I'll believe in a snap, "Assays involved, cancer do not" lie longing, fatigue, breast cancer is often the classical flu except, disfigurement, ...., At discharge, and so on. not show any symptoms at all angry with your body, you throw yourself home difficult.

Lime on a face in the mirror. "What was the Doctor," "the Administration would" say. How was that Bilememişsinizdir doctor? Again, again "... ... ... Pathological Laboratory, DIAGNOSIS: 1,2,3 invasive ductal ca (left breast, 3 separate lesion) ... ... ... ... ...) You read the report. Full şuranızda pity a place, but "full council" from a kind of can not show.

"What do you want to eat, I do" s in the kitchen hidden "Which evreymiş, what do you say" lu conversations, maybe you do not want the distribution of scattered mind is described as "a primary school in the beginning of love, dovey affairs. Rank friend Efe, Idil today "I'm in love," he said. How korkmuşsa darling, "Mom, I wish I could be in love with me If I had a dog," not say ... 's yabancısınızdır between the world as any star, everything, every bag. I can not say one is to stay isteğinizse alone.

Solo thick as if the stranger within you, "cancer" comes more easily as alışacakmışsınız. Your bed, wraps kollarınızla knees. Dagger stuck inside you turn your heart stops. Wasted rebellion. Why has lost the answer to the question.

You go to sleep to forget everything your brain does not stop çabaladığınızda this time out of joint. Most need, so they are not good looks are connected to the ECHR is a king, do not get up every morning and then a bite, "Drop, zıkkımı until you hear this one at least 2 zıkkımlandığınız" Where is attracting kahrınızı years?



Everything is turned upside down, while trying to attract inward Where is the damn smoke, have always been at hand a pack of cigarettes, lighters? So by reducing the go, no sir, no such thing as a day to 3 Drop "her" to be left having to leave immediately. This is a very, very, very heavy.

I'm lonely I open the TV sound asleep. Do you need directions cancerous tumor of 1 mm to 8 years. Very funny, very theatrical in either. For years, completed yesterday, today, do not hurry, without knowing what is breast cancer in non-porous uykulara dalmışsınızdır now ...

Books, magazines, bought, read, "I wish I'd stayed in the knee, children suffer the greatest sıyrığı sansaydım" bottom, drew vari favorite phrases. I tried, I've been trying also, what happened? Buy here, all of them in place if you have to change what is involved. Take your time if there is welcome, peace, the main language of education, the Kurds, Alevis also own a house, one room, a child, in a song, well, well, well ...

Family control will fail to comply with efradı sleep shrink from the bed to breathe, slow in the shape of pad shape. No, does not sleep. Everybody get up uyuyunca. Damacanadan water fills your glass, wet your lips with your fingertips reverse delete.

Residue left by the window, day, lonely, tired, you look at the street. Far from a dog bark. Against the apartment, the last light goes out. You open the window. Ice, such as air fills the room. Even Titremezsiniz.

At night surrounds you like a net curtain, long-distance bus in Ankara in any window, softly uzaklaşıyorken "What is beautiful to the roads now."

Forget who was at the beginning of the road ....

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